New Beginnings

Sometimes it's just too humiliating to speak freely in public, so I decided to express myself openly and honestly on the internet instead. Don't worry, I can see the irony in that statement.

If anyone actually reads this, hello. My name is Olivia, and I am your average shy introverted introvert teenager. I made this blog mainly to vent privately (sort of) and not near the eyes of my peers, which I previously did in myspace bulletins. Frankly, it was getting embarrassing, and I had to bitch somewhere. So here I am, finally saying what I want to say. It's a good feeling, and finally I'll be able to get into the nitty gritty details that have been eating away inside me, just waiting to get out and be heard. 

I live in the Pacific Northwest, a slightly depressing place that consists of a lot of rain and hippies. The town I live in is unique, it being an extremely liberal community surrounded by white supremacists (allegedly, but it's pretty obvious).  Truthfully, it's probably a nice place to grow up in, but a complete shit hole to live in your entire life. In one year I'll finally be able to get out and live for once in my life. Maybe then I'll actually experience a social life, maybe even develop a relationship with some guy who might possibly stoop to my level. You can see I have great admiration of myself (FYI: I ooze of sarcasm). But when that day comes, I might as well just tell the world wide web my deepest darkest secrets. What could possibly go wrong?

Overall, this blog allows me to just write, which is my ultimate passion in life. I may not be the greatest writer (I could definitely improve with my vocabulary) but I love doing it, so a lack of skill shouldn't stop me. I am, I guess you could say, writing to myself, like a diary, but one that can be publicly read. If anyone even reads this, I'll be quite surprised. Actually I don't really want anyone reading this, but if you like my personal blog, I'll take it as a compliment, and pray to God I don't know you in real life. But that is very unlikely, since in reality I am slightly invisible. No, it's kind of true. If you ever met me, I'd probably seem like the dullest person on the planet. I don't mind though, I've dealt with a lack of social skills my entire life. I'm beginning to realize it's who I am, and if I can't change that, then it's fine, since I should like myself for who I am. But there is a lot of shit about me that I'd love to see go away, trust me.

All right, I am "ganz" tired, so I'm going to doze off while listening to the new Kaiser Chiefs album.  I have a few ideas planned of what I want to talk about tomorrow. 

Happy daylight savings time.